I’m sorry that I started. I’m sorry I can’t stop. I’m sorry that I don’t want to stop. I’m sorry it was my Christmas present to myself. I’m sorry I crave it. I’m sorry I love it. I’m sorry that even though I love you. I’ll probably go and do it again tonight. I’m sorry that that’s all I have to offer you. I’m just really sorry for what I might do.

Really. All I’m asking for is to be pretty. Is that such a big thing to ask for?

I just want to feel like I’m enough for once. I want to feel like I’m not the outcast in a crowd. I want to feel okay in my skin. I want to be accepted for who I am and what I am not. Mainly I need to accept my self. Understand what I lack and be able to accept it. Accept the fact that I may never reach my perfect weight. I may never be a size zero. My body is never going to be perfect. I need to love it for how it is. Am I still going to try and change it? Yes. I will probably be like this for a while. I just wish I had a best friend who could stand next to me and tell me. This is going to be alright. You are going to be alright. You are not crazy for feeling and thinking the way that you do. You are human. Humans have to feel. They have their ups and downs. But in the end our lives become one crazy journey. One crazy adventure.

I miss tumblr so much it’s crazy.

justaboutbeautiful:

Awesome.

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I am not Tumblr famous. I love when people talk to me. I am not mean. Not stuck up. The best part of Tumblr is meeting people who are just as crazy obsessed with things as you are. So come and say hi.

keeepcalmandcarrryon627:

:)

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This weekend

I’m so weak. I haven’t really felt the effects of this until now. I can tell im getting smaller. I’m just dying without a scale. For some reason I wish I was home so I could weigh myself and see my girl. I just need to know. I need to see you.

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everyfuckedmistake asked: when i saw you said
jacob's for a week i was like.
:D
but then i realized that youd probably be here by now and i was like
._.

I am sorry! It would be so legit to have stayed at your house for a week.

flying-for-freedom asked: Okay. Um. Why were you sneaking out? And were you serious when you said you would run away?

To go see Kenzi. But. No. Not really. Sortof

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mlindberg15:

omg betty <3

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Isn’t it sad that we’re all so young, yet we’re so depressed, alone, forgotten, paranoid, judgmental and afraid of the future? What happened to being young, living life, having fun and not giving a fuck?

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nebd:

WOAH WOAH WOAH! 

A PERSON inside A PERSON COSTUME inside a MONSTER COSTUME…..

O_____O

COSTUMECEPTION.

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Who Runs The World ?

juustsmile-:

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